Gah.

You know that feeling you get when you feel normal and crap at the same time, things get confusing, you seem stuck in many habits that are self-defeating and misery causing, but too comforting to let go?

That feeling where you feel like you're going to pieces, but you're annoyingly together at the same time.

That feeling where you're just going to burst if you don't talk to someone, but while there's plenty of people you _could_ talk to, you don't want to talk to any of them. Besides, you have no words for what you're feeling anyway, nor even a real reason for it you can pin-point.

Yeah, that.

That's what I'm feeling.

Have a nice day.